I’m not having an easy time at the moment. I lack energy, I lack motivation. It’s harder to get going in the mornings, harder to get to doing things.
Everything builds up in a heavy spiral, spreading its weight across me. Little things get to me more, and I find it harder to relax.
Jeremy being missing really doesn’t help – it weighs more than everything else, and the lack of luck in finding him removes more of my motivation in general.
Between the building pressures and the business of the season, it’s tricky to keep my focus even on things I enjoy.